KNOW BETTER.

Dec 4 2010

Time started :   11 : 52pm

Time ended  :   12 : 45am of Dec 5 2010

KNOW BETTER.

Good Evening readers! But apparently I think the moment I finish this blog it'll be half way midnight so it wont be a "Good Evening" after all... It'll be a goodnight and a good morning, somewhere in between. Wait, I don't really give a damn as long as you read this 3rd entry of mine. I'll be as ever thankful and wouldn't mind what greeting should be demanded for you, no. I'm just kiddin'. I really don't know how to start to what I'm going to say but I'm gonna make this clear and short.

                                                     

Have you ever felt like you've been replaced by somebody? This YES or NO question that did start with that capital H auxiliary verb, I'm sure you already knew what you've felt or the other way around, you'd never wished to feel. For years that I've been joggling the life's games upon me, I never felt replaced before. But that was before. Now, that all caps YES you saw after that question caught me. I feel trashed to be honest.

This whole thing why I'm typing right now is because I felt like I've been replaced by my bestfriend.

I don't want to expose his name coz I feel more safer not to and I know that the advantage of not dragging his name into this BLOG is that any of my guy friends could read this and assume that maybe whoever I meant is them. Thats the beauty of it, they assume. Assuming is a powerful word for me when it comes to sheathing things.

So moving on, baw. HAHA. This friend of mine called me out of the blue last Thursday, Dec 2. 

Before he called I was working on my 1st blog and my phone beeped and said that I have 1 missed call, I checked the details and it said that my missed call was from 6pm. My phone beeped around 11pm. WTH. Of course I cursed and smash my phone on the table next to me and it rang again, this time it was a call. I grabbed it back and answered. I asked him why he called in the middle of the night, he asked me why I wasn't GM-ing anymore. I said I was busy for awhile which I am. And I said goodnight. He said he'll call again tomorrow. I said okay and bid goodnyt once more and said sorry that I couldn't talk. He said its okay coz he'll be talking to Julie. I asked "who her"? He said "wla ah".I said "t okay ah hahaha"

Today, I logged in on my facebook. I visited his profile and this "Julie", if I heard her name right by the phone. Posted on his wall and called him BEST. I was like, my sister needs to see this. My sister didn't care and said " t ano karon? " i was like -___- . I didn't bother to ask her if she felt jealous or felt replaced. She said yes also by her bestfriend. She said " Bal an ko ang feeling". I said "nice". She said "Okay lng na, bestfriends mn kamo japon".

We were bestfriends since like forever! Don't get me wrong. Doesn't mean if my bestfriend and I doesn't share the same gender, we like eachother. Its like, of course we like eachother! but not that sort of thing that relationships carry around. 

              

and yeah, he took this picture.

I FELT REPLACED BECAUSE :

That girl knows a hell lot better about him than I do now.

I can feel than he doesn't recognize me anymore.

THEY CALL EACHOTHER BEST.

OH. TO THE PERSON WHO'S READING THIS.

IM SORRY.

I SAID SHORT

BUT IT ENDED LONG.

MY APOLOGIES.

stay tight,

-Kel